Time To Talk Day!

Hi Guys today is Time To Talk Day! so im going to do a little blog about me!

This is me! just so you don’t get confused 😉

My Name is Sarah Dale, I am 22, and I have Been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) with episodic Depression and Anxiety, and Anorexia Nervosa.

well that’s a mouth full and a half! do I let it get me down. I try my best not to!

I was fist diagnosed with anorexia when I was 16 and it has only since last year i was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, although I’ve been struggling with it for years.

At one point I was so ill I did not think I would make it to my 20th birthday. my moods were so volatile and I took my dangerous behaviours(self-harm, eating disorder ect.) to the extreme as I relentlessly punished my body.

over the last few years I have improved dramatically, and this is thanks to my medication which helps soften and regulate my emotions, Dialectal Behavioural Therapy (DBT) which aim to teach me how to deal with my emotions, although I have a long way still to go!

I have my bad days where I’m very emotions run wild, self harm and restrictive eating urges are hard to over come, and the anxiety makes me physically sick, the depression makes me want to curl up in bed and hide from life, BUT I get there! I never let my mental health define me so don’t define me by it!

NPTC Newtown Level 3 Health and Social Care students being educated by the Black Cat Project

up to date, I have won NPTC Powys Student Excellence Award, come runner up in the BTEC National Award, set up the Black Cat Project and created a radio play called Cara with Fixers UK.

With Fixers I have appeared in local and national newspapers on-line an in print, been a a part of the feel Happy Eating fix to devise recommendations for Government to improve the care of those with eating disorder, I was apart of The Feel happy Fix to divise recommendations for Government to improve the care of those with a mental helth problem, which I represented Wales when we presented the 50 Recommendations.

Presenting the Feel Happy Fix Report- 50 Recomendations for Mental health

i was apart of Generation 2015 in the run up to the elections, i was invited down to the BBC studios in London to ask a question to Plaid Cymru leader Leanne Wood and Conservative leader leader David Camron. I was also interviewed by BBC Radio Wales for there Focus on Wales – Self-Harm program.

So you see, I am not ‘dangerous’, a ‘Psycho’, ‘need to be chucked in the loony bin’, and no I am defiantly NOT ‘a danger to your children’ as I have been told before. Personally I don’t care what you call me, I have sadly heard it all before. HOWEVER, what you say might stop someone from reaching out for help! so please be a little bit more PC… Pretty pleeeeaaaase!!

so at the moment I am taking my time to recover, I am focusing on my therapy so hopefully it won’t impact on my life so much, so I can get on with mylife.

Time for Zumba!

right peoples I’m now off to Zumba Class it helps me with my mood and is a healthy was to get out all those emotions without reverting to unhealthy behaviours. and yes I wear a short sleeved t-shirt! its taken me moths to get the courage to do so!. Zumba in long sleeved t-shirts is not fun I assure you!

Thanks for reading, thank you to everyone who helped me get here, and remember never give up! you can achieve anything if you put your mind to it!!!

Sarah Dale >^..^<

 

 

 

Mental Health and Memory

As you know mental health problems can affect your memory many conditions such as depression anxiety. Some of the medications to treat mental health conditions can affect them too. From personal experience I have found that my memory has become very poor over the years because of this. I forget things like washing up, shopping, attending appointments to taking my medication and what I have done in the past week. So here are a few tips to combat this.

• Get yourself a white board! – Put it somewhere where you can’t miss it, like the back of the front door. List everything you need to do that day and tick them off as you complete them. It is very satisfying to see what you have done, it also insures you remember you do all those important tasks.

• Use a diary! – putting my appointments or important dates in my phone, will guarantee I will forget and miss my appointments. Having a diary I carry everywhere with me. Insures I can check what I need to do and put in things I need to remember. Especially those pesky dentist appointments which are six months ahead!

• Pill boxes are not just for old people! – are you like me, have so many meds you forget when to take them? Or leave them at home? Well there is this amazing contraption called a pill box! My bill pox is six days a week, morning, noon, evening and night. And the days are removable!! Fantastic! I just pop the box in my bag and take them wherever I go! Whoooo!

• Notebooks are useful!– I can’t tell you the about of fancy notebooks I have been given for Christmas and Birthdays. Well put them to good use, white things that you have done in the day, your thoughts and feelings, which can come in handy for therapy sessions.

• Alarms are not just for waking up! – You can set an alarm for when you need to take your medication, you can name the alarm on your phone so you can remember to take your medication.

• Get a routine! – I find that if you have a routine for waking up and going to sleep you eventually get into a habit of doing things such as taking medication, putting the laundry on, washing up dishes ect. Not only does this help memory it helps you get a good night sleep too!! Yippee!

If you have any other suggestions let me know.

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Black Cat Project

Black Cat Project goes to Westminster!

On Tuesday 18 October I set off on a long journey from Mid Wales all the way to London. To then navigate the panic attack provoking London Underground to the grand houses of Parliament, for the Feel Happy Fix report launch!

For those unsure of what the Feel Happy Fix is, the Feel Happy Fix was an opportunity for young people to come up with way to fix issues surrounding mental health in six different areas. This are health care, work, school, home play (socialising) and media. The event was health in march 2015, at the British Film Institute in London. Roughly 300 fixers gathered at this event. The finding where complied into the Feel Happy Fix report

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The Report itself contains 50 recommendations within these 6 areas. And let’s say the MP’s seemed impressed!

There were 4 fixers in total Sarah(me), Jo, Gennifer and Andrew .

I kicked it off by talking about why being a part of the feel happy fix was important to me, and talking about why i got involved with Fixers, and my ‘fix’

‘For me to be a part of the research into the Feel Happy Fix report, to make an impact on young people’s lives are something I used to dream about. I came across fixers at a time when I had looked back on my past and realised something needed to change. My voice needed to be heard. I realised that the reason I was at the receiving end of discriminatory comments from my friends and peers was because of fear and a lack of understanding. So with fixers I developed an informative presentation about mental health to educate young people. We also developed a radio play entitled Cara, from a book I wrote. The radio play focuses on mental health issues such as Self-Harm, Eating Disorders, and how mental health affects an individual.’

‘The feedback from my presentations and radio play is amazing. Fixers have given me the key to my dreams, I have made a huge difference to young people’s lives and I will continue to do so.’

‘It is important that the voices of young people suffering from mental health issue are heard. To me that is the most important part of the feel happy fix report.’

Each of us got to discuss what was the most important parts of the report. Mine were:

Recommendation 4: Range of treatment options.

“ensure that serves are age appropriate and tailored towards individual needs.  this should involve a range of treatment options”

Recommendation 26: mental health education in schools

“make personal social and health education  (PSHE)  statutory requirement in the national curriculums, with a specific element of the programme dedicated to mental health teaching in all schools,  starting before senior school”

I explained about how i have received Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) 4 times and have not responded. CBT has little  effect on those with Borderline Personality Disorder. Dialect Behavioural Therapy (DBT) is specifically designed for people with Borderline Personality Disorder. I explained that at the age of 19 i was interviewed ,out of 200 people for 10 places for DBT, in the south of powys. Andi did not get in as i ‘did not want to recover’. I also explained how i had waited 3 years psychological therapy, which i only received for a few months. I explained how a variety of treatments need to be funded and made accessible for everyone, and for the right amount of time.

I also discussed how my presentations had made a young person realise they had a mental health problem and they are now receiving help from Child and Adolescent Mental Health services  (CAMHs). I believe mental health education can reduce stigma, allow peers to recognise sing and symptoms, support each other and know where to get help. It could help save lives.

At the end we had an answer and question session which was polite and friendly. One man, clearly not afraid to broach the subject, will the MP’s listen? will things change?

A change  is needed  desperately, people are getting seriously ill before anyone intervenes. How long can this go on for? I don’t know. What i do know is that as Fixers we won’t give up until we see a change, until mental health is addressed properly.

My work here is done! Black Cat Project AWAAAYYY…

Suicide! No Laughing matter!

Suicide is a difficult topic for all of us. Suicide affects all of us. And the effects of someone completing suicide, doesn’t just stop with close family and friends. It affects the whole community. Wither you believe it or not, a few words can give someone who is contemplating suicide, a glimmer of hope, a reason to live. So let’s talk about suicide now! Let’s educate ourselves!

The hard facts

• In 2013, 6,233 suicides were registered in the UK. This corresponds to a rate of 11.9 per 100,000 (19.0 per 100,000 for men and 5.1 per 100,000 for women).[i]
• The male suicide rate is the highest since 2001. The suicide rate among men aged 45-59, 25.1 per 100,000, is the highest for this group since 1981.[ii]
• Male suicides in Wales rose by 23 per cent between 2012 and 2013. The rate for males (26.1 per 100,000) is at its highest since 1981.[iii]

As the graph below shows that Wales has the second highest rates of suicide.[iv]

This is particularly worrying. But why do people feel like it is the only option.

Why?

From personal experience. Sarah, 22

“For me it got to the point where I felt trapped. Each day I was just dragging myself through it. The pain of each day was extreme. I didn’t see and end.my eating disorder had completely took control over me, there was nothing of the ‘old me’ left. I could visible see the pain my mental health was causing my family. And that hurt most. I was considered not ill enough to be taken in as an in-patient. So I felt the only way to end this pain, and the hurt that I was causing my family. Was to end my life, I felt useless, worthless and pathetic. And felt the world could do better off without me.”

However

“With the constant support of my family, friends, and psychiatric team. I have the correct medication and talking therapy. I have the right support to get through the dark times and see that I can get through this and that suicide is only a permanent fix to a temporary problem”

What are the warning signs?[v]

Sometimes the warning signs are obvious that someone is at risk of attempting suicide. This however, is not always the case.

If someone is threatening to hurt or kill themselves, talk or write about death, dying or suicide or are actively looking for ways to kill themselves. If they have one, you could contact there care coordinator at their local Community Mental Health Team(CMHT) or Child and Adulterant Mental Health service (CAMHs). If you are unsure its best to contact your doctor, (or out of hours doctor) or your nearest accident and emergency department.

Other warning signs that a person may be at risk of suicide:

• Complain of feeling of hopelessness
• Have episodes of sudden rage and anger
• Act recklessly and engage in risky activates with an apparent lacl of concern about consequences
• Talk about feeling trapped, such as saying they can’t see a way out of their current situation
• Self-harm- including misusing drugs or alcohol(or increased use)
• Noticeably gain or lose weight due to a change in appetite
• Become increasingly withdrawn from friends, family and society in general
• Appear anxious and agitated
• Are unable to sleep or sleep all the time
• Have sudden mood swings-a student lift in mood after a period of depression could indicate they have made their decision to attempt suicide
• Talk and act in a way that suggests that they have no sense of purpose
• Lose interest in most things , including their appearance
• Put their affairs in order, such as sorting out possessions or making a will

If you notice any of these warning signs in a friend, relative or loved one, encourage them to talk about their feelings. Share your concerns with your GP or a member of their care team.

 

Offering Support[vi]

The best thing to do is to encourage them to talk about their feelings and listen to what they say. From personal experience, if you don’t know how to respond, say nothing! Just give them the time to express themselves, and love and support they need. Trust me this can go a long way, and make them feel loved and wanted. If there is any immediate danger, DO NOT LEAVE THEM ON THEIR OWN!!!!

Do Not Judge

It’s important to not make judgements about how a person is thinking or behaving. You may think their behaviour is making them worse. For example, they may be drinking too much. However pointing this out with not be helpful. Reassurance, respect and support can help someone during these difficult periods

Asking Questions

Asking questions can help extract information, and give you a better understand how the person is feeling. Open ended questions such as “where did that happen?” and “how did that feel?” will encourage them to talk. Its best to avoid statements that could end the conversation such as “I know how you feel” and “try not to worry about it”

Getting Professional Help

Talking to someone about their feeling can make them feel safe and secure, these feeling may not last. It will probably require long term support to help someone.This will be easier will professional help. If you are feeling suicidal or know someone who is feeling suicidal it is important to speak to your care coordinator or GP as a matter of urgency.

IMPORTANT INFO!!

If you are supporting someone who is having suiciadal thoughts it is important to look after yourself. If the person is deemed a danger to themselves or you feel unable to support them. Do Not hesitate to contact emergency services. It could save a life.

For more info, take a look at the NHS website, mind website or pop in to your local mental health resource centre.

take a look at our Where Can I Get Help page

[i]Samaritans – Suicide Statistics Report 2015 Including data for 2011-2013 12/10/2015

[ii] Samaritans – Suicide Statistics Report 2015 Including data for 2011-2013 12/10/2015

[iii] Samaritans – Suicide Statistics Report 2015 Including data for 2011-2013 12/10/2015

[iv] Samaritans – Suicide Statistics Report 2015 Including data for 2011-2013 12/10/2015

[v] http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/suicide/pages/warning-signs.aspx

[vi] http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/suicide/pages/helping-others.aspx